IC INBOX - PHANRIFT

[founderinglight]

one for sorrow, two for mirth
three for marriage, four for birth
five for the truth and six for lying
seven for sickness, eight for dying
nine for silver, ten for gold
eleven for a secret that shall never be told
twelve for the moon, thirteen for the sky
fourteen for the accursed unable to die
and fifteen for my heart's last desire
a new day's dawn, reborn in fire



Izunia Lucis Caelum
Keystone Station Room #11
Network @elevencrows

Comments

[founderinglight]

...Do you really want the full explanation? It's rather long.

[motherfucking_ghost]

im asking wtf ur talking abt bc it sounds like were talking diff things

[founderinglight]

Well, I've already rather disavowed understanding exactly what you're talking about, haven't I?

The short version - and you can verify this with Junpei - is that shortly after Ardyn and the rest arrived here, I did in fact take a metaphorical wrench to my own brain sockets. It isn't an easy fix-all solution; it just gave me a starting point.

[motherfucking_ghost]

idk what that means

[founderinglight]

I attempted to brute-force my own severe and complex mental health issues via psychically beating the shit out of a part of my own cognition, I don't know how much more simply I can explain it.

[motherfucking_ghost]

ok

[founderinglight]

... It's magic bullshit used as a very aggressive form of therapy.

[IS THAT MORE ON THE LEVEL CHURCH.]

[motherfucking_ghost]

ok so

[founderinglight]

So?

[motherfucking_ghost]

so thats what u want 2 do 2 me or what

[founderinglight]

No??? If you want to do so I'll point you in the right direction, but it's not something undertaken lightly and it's something you would have to decide for yourself.

You're the one who brought up "you're nuts and need serious help" first, if you recall. This is me telling you that I already have, as much as I am able.

[motherfucking_ghost]

u r nuts n need srs help but maybe literally fistfighting ur brain isnt the right way but wtf does that have 2 do with you wanting to fix me

[founderinglight]

Just... Ugh. NeverMIND.

[motherfucking_ghost]

no wtf is ur deal its always gotta be about you somehow i didnt ask abt your shitfuck therapy im telling u that us aying that shit is not fine

[founderinglight]

Okay??? I got the point, I literally apologized, I don't know what more you want on that front.

[motherfucking_ghost]

im trying to explain u fuck but u dont get it so why do i even bother also did you tell ardy to tell me abt you stabbing him he said it was ur suggestion

[founderinglight]

Yes. Because I know he has a tendency to simply not, when things are difficult.

[motherfucking_ghost]

so it was for his sake huh

[founderinglight]

Did I say that?

[motherfucking_ghost]

your sake then

[founderinglight]

I won't deny it.

If there is one thing I do hate, it's getting judgement from people with less than half the story.

[motherfucking_ghost]

ohhhhhhhhhhhh so hating on you cuz 36 executions wasnt enugh

[founderinglight]

...Given what I know of the situation, hating me for an accident and not any of the others is a little hypocritical, isn't it?

[It's the closest he's come to outright naming Airlocked to anyone other than Ardyn and Junpei.]

[motherfucking_ghost]

wtf i hate you for all of it why would i hate you just 4 stabbing him bc ur a weak jumpy bitch n not the rest i already hate u for

[founderinglight]

Try 'hallucinating violently,' not 'a weak jumpy bitch.'