IC INBOX - PHANRIFT

[founderinglight]

one for sorrow, two for mirth
three for marriage, four for birth
five for the truth and six for lying
seven for sickness, eight for dying
nine for silver, ten for gold
eleven for a secret that shall never be told
twelve for the moon, thirteen for the sky
fourteen for the accursed unable to die
and fifteen for my heart's last desire
a new day's dawn, reborn in fire



Izunia Lucis Caelum
Keystone Station Room #11
Network @elevencrows

Comments

[founderinglight]

No??? If you want to do so I'll point you in the right direction, but it's not something undertaken lightly and it's something you would have to decide for yourself.

You're the one who brought up "you're nuts and need serious help" first, if you recall. This is me telling you that I already have, as much as I am able.

[motherfucking_ghost]

u r nuts n need srs help but maybe literally fistfighting ur brain isnt the right way but wtf does that have 2 do with you wanting to fix me

[founderinglight]

Just... Ugh. NeverMIND.

[motherfucking_ghost]

no wtf is ur deal its always gotta be about you somehow i didnt ask abt your shitfuck therapy im telling u that us aying that shit is not fine

[founderinglight]

Okay??? I got the point, I literally apologized, I don't know what more you want on that front.

[motherfucking_ghost]

im trying to explain u fuck but u dont get it so why do i even bother also did you tell ardy to tell me abt you stabbing him he said it was ur suggestion

[founderinglight]

Yes. Because I know he has a tendency to simply not, when things are difficult.

[motherfucking_ghost]

so it was for his sake huh

[founderinglight]

Did I say that?

[motherfucking_ghost]

your sake then

[founderinglight]

I won't deny it.

If there is one thing I do hate, it's getting judgement from people with less than half the story.

[motherfucking_ghost]

ohhhhhhhhhhhh so hating on you cuz 36 executions wasnt enugh

[founderinglight]

...Given what I know of the situation, hating me for an accident and not any of the others is a little hypocritical, isn't it?

[It's the closest he's come to outright naming Airlocked to anyone other than Ardyn and Junpei.]

[motherfucking_ghost]

wtf i hate you for all of it why would i hate you just 4 stabbing him bc ur a weak jumpy bitch n not the rest i already hate u for

[founderinglight]

Try 'hallucinating violently,' not 'a weak jumpy bitch.'

[motherfucking_ghost]

so u stabbed him cuz u hallucinated somthing cuz u were already crazy what

[founderinglight]

Not crazy. Sick. Fever and extreme hallucinations are one of the last stages of the Starscourge before

Well, you know what happens.

[The lack of even an ellipses there is pretty telling, if Church has paid attention to the way Izunia texts at all.]

[motherfucking_ghost]

did u tell him u were turning fuckfacey cuz he left that part out

[founderinglight]

The typical transformation into a daemon is significantly more pronounced than what happened to Ardyn.

And considering that dealing with the scourge was his job for fifteen years before that point, there was no way he couldn't have known. I was - because I cannot emphasize 'violently hallucinating' enough - in no position to tell him.

[motherfucking_ghost]

i mean did u tell him whenever u told him this shit cuz he doesnt remember things

[founderinglight]

Oh, yes, of course.

[motherfucking_ghost]

ok well now i no that r u happy now

[founderinglight]

I may be experiencing something passingly resembling the emotion, I suppose.

[motherfucking_ghost]

this was a great conversation we had i def dont have any regrets starting it what wonderful progress we made

[founderinglight]

I mean, there was no screaming, that counts.